I don’t know if this is a sign that I should start to reflect on how my entire being has gotten people around me to form impressions of me that I wouldn’t like to be associated with or whether it’s all just coincidental. I just feel like I never knew myself. Also, if there was a perfect clone of me somewhere I would probably hate her.
I just want to stay in bed all day and never have to interact with other people. This is exhausting and frustrating.