It’s like I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore. I feel like I’m just being dragged around by whatever is happening around me without having a mind of my own. Perhaps I’ve been too caught up. Without having my phone vibrating constantly next to me today, I got the time and space to think about what I am expecting. And I came to the conclusion that, I am not really expecting anything from this.
I’m getting really lethargic lately, and starting to get sick and tired of people around me, not for who they are and what they’ve done, but just the socializing that tires me out. Perhaps God has been speaking, but I’ve been blocking Him out, I don’t know. How often do I get too caught up with earthly things that, I neglected the One who paid the price of my sins?
looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. – Hebrews 12:2
We are people from two different worlds.