I’m struggling between being angry/jealous and depressed. Well, for a short while, I was devastated. I probably still am, though.
That was … ouch.
You know, actually I’m just basically in pain right now. It’s becoming physical. You know how sometimes you feel so hurt the pain becomes physical? Yeah, that kind. So uh, I don’t think I can even manage a sad, depressed post over a heartbreak (because it’s cheesy and I am really in too much pain) so I am just going to die for a little while for now.